Made me sad last night. And I hardly ate anything and had 4 drinks on empty stomach. That can make me emotional. But it was all valid and accurate. Had lots of amazing sex with him on Thursday and Friday morning. I tell him it’s my weekend off, so he can come visit me Saturday and/or Sunday. He ends up not responding much after I left and he says he’s sick and been in bed all day. He gets sick a lot. He is not in good shape health-wise. I won’t have a night free in almost 2 weeks. I told him this. Long distance is too frustrating. I leave his place feeling open, happy, loving. And then I have to shut it off since I won’t see him for so long and he doesn’t respond soon enough.
There are times when I like him so much. But it’s just too hard.
Love, Lust, and Life 